So what if he's not into me pala ???

There they go! iki, bal, litz then at the present si kicz naman...haaay! yes u're right, and i'm definitely wrong. I olweiz misinterpret d situation. I caught myself thinking of d possible excuses he might into: "Was it something I said 2 him?", "Was Im so timid infront of him?", or "He is just that busy with his work? or maybe with his family?", well, "Maybe his job is too stressful" or "He is just a moody type of a guy?". Many possibility, but d truth is: He's just not into me pala!
Sad, but its true, and I have 2 admit it. Accept the fact, that Im just a friend to him. Nothing more, nothing less. Why is it kze, that I fell to him that fast..Even myself cant answer that 2pid question. Bat' kze ndi ko npansin agad. Maybe, bcoz its only in my mind, in my subconsious mind.
Hard to pretend that, im not affected, but im so affected with it. Im not that insensitive, to feel this strange feelings. Maybe, he is the one who is insensitive at all. He dont even bother 2 ask why?..."Hello, wazzup?"

Arrgggghhhhhhhhh..................

Sometimes, its hard to understand the playful mind of a guy. U didn't know d times when they're serious in their words. Yun pala, they are not interested at ol. Sabi nila, "Men really try 2 avoid upsetting woman", pero its better that they tell it directly 2 the point, what is their intentions or that, they're not interested at all.

I fear rejections, but its better 2 know, ahead of time; It save me from a lifetime of heartache and stress. I dont wanna think, every after then, that they liked me, but NOT. I dont want 2 be torned 4ever. I finally realized, that, "If they want you, they'll find a way. If they're interested, then they'll make a way 2 see/call you."